Nicoesy
01-18-2008, 08:25 PM
It has taken me 15 minutes to even get this far because I can not stop crying! I am an emotional basketcase to put it mildly. Barkley was hit and killed by a truck today right in front of my home. I can't stop seeing his little body on the road. He was only 3 years old and he definately brought alot of love, action and personality to our home. I don't want to go in my bedroom because he always slept beside me. I feel like I'm crazy, but I am grieving so deeply. I don't want to go to sleep because I know when I wake up in the morning he will not be right there excited about starting the day. This is a total nightmare!! Any advice from someone who has been there is greatly desired.:( Barkley, I miss you so much and I am so sorry that I couldn't protect you, you will always be my baby! I love you always-Mama