I feel like i have a whole inside my body where my little cat once was.
I lost him yesterday to Cancer. He was so fit and healthy a week or so agao and it spread so quick that there was no time to adjust.
He was called Tom but he had so many other names. Bubba, Shaffinacca, Pierre, Mr Bitey were a few. He was our baby. we thought he would be with us for years and we ended up only having him for two. I love him so much and i want the pain to stop but it won't. I suffer from depression anyway and he was like my teddy bear and my counseller and my son (we don't have children) and now he is gone.
I keep finding his little hairs all over the place and i can't part with them. I'm keeping them in a locket i can't let him go. I don't want to let him go i need him here with me.
All i want is to cuddle him tight and keep him safe and i can't anymore- i hope his spirit is still with me i really want him to still be with me. There will never ever be another cat so special and with so much character.
Tom I LOVE YOU WITH ALL MY HEART AND SOUL.
You will always be my little man- me and your dad will never forget you xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
